It’s been months since I actually took a few minutes to blog, so here’s a brief timeline of 2012, since my last post:
April :: gave up on giving up on Boy. We started texting. Found out a good friend’s brother was secretly in love with me.
May :: went on a date-type thing with Boy. Stayed up all night talking to him. Kissed him. Got epically blown off.
June :: met a new Boy. He let me drive his brand new truck less than an hour after meeting him. We became inseperable. Baby girl graduated kindergarten. New Boy and I went on a date. Spent two Fridays in a row talking till 5am. Had our first kiss. I got drunk and tried to seduce him. He insisted on sober consent. I confessed my rape to him. He held me and let me cry and never once blamed me. I started to fall for him.
July :: Boy met kiddo. Boy and i became official. I turned 27. Boy turned 34. Boy met my parents, brother and grandma.
August :: random summer fun with kiddo, BFF and BF. I don’t definitively remember any of August.
September :: BF and I survived the first fight. I ran my first 6k, as a fundraiser for the women’s shelter. Kiddo started grade one. I survived my rapist coming back to work. I realised I’m in love with boyfriend.
October :: life continued along well. Boyfriend and kiddo and boyfriend’s kiddo are all fantastic.
Life is so good right now.